I wouldn’t want it any other way

Ever wondered how different things could be right now if that one thing never happened? How different everything could be if you never met a particular person? If a particular person never left? If you said something else instead of what you said before? If you did something differently? Certainly, things would turn out in a very different way if a small part of our lives were different as well. Honestly, I am happy with the turn out of events in my life. I can’t deny that fact that there are times wherein wishful thinking takes over my mind, times wherein I want to take back and change my past, there are moments I’d gladly take back if given the chance. I may long for a lot of things, I may sometimes wish for things to go differently, I may want to take back some events and people but despite those inevitable thoughts, I can still say that I am happy with whatever happened and I have accepted the reality that nothing can every take back what I used to have. I am just thankful for whatever I had in the past that has now turned into memories and lessons. Most certainly, I am more than thankful for whatever I still have hoping it would stay. I wouldn’t be who I am without and  where I am without it.

I remember how I used to shove my face on your shoulders when I get too “kilig” and you’d pull my hand away from my face and you’d ask me endlessly why I’m hiding. Ohhhhh, I miss that.

With Jillian! 

SUMMER 2011

Candid. 

Person on the photo: Janella Liamzon :)